Sometimes it is really hard.

As we all know sometimes life is really hard.  For us with Hayden life can be harder than for most people.  His life impacts on us all mostly in different ways.  For Andre it impacts on his behaviour.  As Haydens behaviour is in the severe end when it comes to ADHD .  Andre has decided that the way for him to get attention at home is to behave similarly to Hayden.  Oh my gosh you really dont want to know what that means.  I have tried many things to help Andre overcome this need to behave this way at home.  In fact it make me very sad and brings tears to my eyes everytime I think about Haydens impact on Andre.

I look into the past hoping that wonderful bubbly little boy will return and become a wonderful young man.

I created this page expressing this and hope each day that as Andre grows up he stops what he is doing and realises that there are other ways to gain attention from the people around him.

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New 52 Week 9 Never to be done again.

So another week has passed and life has suddenly got really busy.  I needed to go running after work this week which just so not a me thing to do.  Why....because I often feel really tired at the end of the day and that makes it too easy to make an excuse not to hit the pavement.  So to my surprise I sprinted my little route at 6.30pm in the last of the evening summer sun.  Of course today when I went out after work today I was feeling rather sluggish and plodded rather than spritly.  Personally I am putting that down to the fact that it is friday and I worked 4 days out of the last 5 as well as the getting up in the middle of the night to tend to haydens medical needs.

So when Hayden discovered he could ride his two wheeler bike it became inevitable that that he would want to go riding the pavements.  Hmmm I am thinking Hayden riding while I run...not good.  But I gave it a try anyway.  Now I have experienced this I know that I am not fast enough to run while Hayden is riding.  He is certainly not capable of making rational decisions at 4pm thus making him really unsafe.  So all in all this is not a choice I will be making again.  So it is back to the buggy and me running while pushing 33kg. I do this every weekend that my DH is away.  I guess though I cant call it a run....it is a walk run thing that I do.

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